“You can shed tears that he is gone, or you can smile because he has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that he'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all he's left. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. You can remember him only that he's gone,or you can cherish his memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back. Or you can do what he'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”
Brittany and Santana - A Brittana Tale ‘09 - ‘13
what’s really sad is, we probably will never know: why quinn drew hearts around a caricature drawing of rachel; why rachel looks like someone just shot one of her dads when shes walking down the hallway and sees sam and quinn kiss; why rachel says she could understand finn cheating with quinn but not santana; im sure theres more but my heart and head hurts because i know we’ll never know
Or why Quinn understood Finn cheating on her with anyone BUT Rachel; why Quinn would put her own feelings on the line to “test” Finn to see if he was still into Rachel, for Rachel’s benefit; why the only consistency in Quinn’s life is the fact that she lets Rachel and only Rachel see her when she’s vulnerable; why Quinn would secure a yearbook page that only Rachel wanted and why Rachel would know exactly the right corsage Quinn would love on prom night.
If it were ANY other show, this would be a collection of beautiful foreshadowing.
Or why Rachel didn’t mind when Quinn slapped her, and instead proceeded to tell her she was the prettiest girl she ever met. Or why Rachel asked Finn what it was like to kiss Quinn. Or Rachel’s constantly making references to how pretty Quinn is. Or why Quinn has been the only person besides Kurt on the show who has supported Rachel and was even allowing herself to settle for Finn while pushing Rachel towards her dreams and telling her that she didn’t belong in Lima Ohio.
Or why the two times Finn stormed out, Rachel went after Quinn instead. Or why Quinn drew pornographic pictures of Rachel in the bathroom. Or why Quinn lights up whenever Rachel is singing, or looks so sad when she’s singing a song to Finn. Or why Quinn had to stare at the ceiling when Rachel was wearing her Britney outfit. Or why Quinn doesn’t blame Rachel for just giving away her biggest secret. Or why Rachel doesn’t hate Quinn after she’s bullied her so much.
I’ll just be over here sobbing.